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Woot! Woot!

Guess what I did today!? I mailed our dossier paperwork!!!

Yes, you heard it right! We FINALLY got the paperwork, therefore meaning our Homestudy is finished and approved - FINALLY, FINALLY!



I was a bit excited for this stepping stone. Trying not to get too excited since after a review we may have to redo paperwork and there are a couple other small things that need to be done, like paperwork sent to the United States Immigration services - but its all good. It has at least all started!  Caleb was with me when I took the papers to the post office. I told him to stand in front of the postal stand and smile for a picture because I sent some happy paperwork. He asked "is it for the adoption? Does this mean we're closer to adopting?" Yes Caleb, yes it does mean we are closer! Oh happy day!


Don't get me wrong. I do realize that this is just the start of what will most likely be the longest wait in my life, but, at least it is started. And for that, I am truly grateful.

Sleeping just a little better tonight...

In Christ,
Mara

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